Love

i read something the other day that kinda got in my head alittle. a very depressing piece of literature. all about love. the 4 letter word that makes or breaks alot of people. ive heard alot of complaining about love. some people cant find it. others take it for granted, some simply have no problem with it. some people kill over it. some people kill themselves over it.some start wars over it (helen of troy) the dictionarys definition for the word love is " a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person." another person. not a thing. i guess i can not love movies. only like them alot. anyway. what do i think love is. i think love is an attachment or need to share yourself with someone else. you can love your friends because they make you laugh they listen to your ideas, they encourage you, they like you for who you are, you have many things in common. if that person wasnt in your life you would feel bad. you wouldnt have anyone to joke with. you wouldnt have anyone who gets your inside jokes. you would have no one you can relax and be yourself with. you would have to be prim and proper with people who arent your "loved" ones. i think marriage love is finding that one person thats your best friend. the best of the best of your friends that you dont want to lose. so you get married and your together forever. i dont think sex has alot to do with love. its more of a biological thing. hormones phermones and not to mention it feels good. who wouldnt want that. when you find that one person you really love, you want to share your whole life with them. thats true love. imagine if you will, you go on a beach trip, you have a picnic, collect shells watch the sunset, build a bonfire, look up at the stars. or go camping, roast some smores, cuddle up in the tent, wake up to fresh air and some beautiful quiet scenery. or lets say you go on a cruise to some distant islands, some beautiful place. or mabey you just goto a really good movie that leaves you stunned it was so good. now imagine you did all that all alone. not a single person to share it with. when you talk about it or think about it no one else can relate, cause no one else was there with you. you were all alone. it sucks. you have to have people you love. you have to have that one someone you can share stuff with. the people i hear most complain about love usually have someone. imagine going to work talking to co-workers then the min you come home you dont speak another word until you clock in for work the next day. imagine having no one to invite you out for drinks or go shopping or watch football with. imagine having great grand ideas and no one to tell them to. imagine being a good honast hard working person and not having anyone to be good honast and hardworking for. imagine being so anti social you notice you have little to no conversational skills. you have stuff to say, you just say it in your head and when it comes time for you to speak you come up with 1 word replys. imagine having no one to buy christmas presents for. imagine having no one to kiss on new years. imagine never having to accept a birthday gift. love is all around alot of people. some people take it for granted. love is.......a bitch lol. people just want to share there lifes and be important to someone. no one wants to be just shadows and dust (gladiator 2000) now go out and loves someone lol. this is depressing.

been a while

lets see its been a while ive watched a couple movies and didnt post about them. SHAME! SHAME ON YOU MIKE! lets see i think the last one i watched was on tuesday night. it was official tough guy night. i had beer hotdogs charred just the way i like em. and clint eastwood in heartbreak ridge. damm right! let me tell you. i remember watching good old clint and his low scratchy voice muster " RECON" when i was little. what a bad ass that man is. i think men in this country are turning into a bunch of metro sexual faggots. plucking there eyebrows and wearing pink shirts. your all a bunch of "slack jawed faggots" (jesse ventura predator 1987) you know why men are going all emo ad wearing eye liner and wearing pink shirts and sitting down to pee? cause women are telling them to. its going to back fire on them though. one of these days women are actually going to need to be protected or provided for, and there noodle arm fohawk haired pink polo wearing vegatarian skinny jean wearing acoustic guitar playing homo of a b/f or husband is not going to be able to provide. fuck shaving everyday if you dont like it lick your own pussy lol. see what happens when i watch clint eastwood! i get all manly. anyway tonight i bought a 5 meat stuffed pizza and some pepsi and i got losers in the netflix today and im going to watch it in my man cave. being all manly makes me wish i had some cooz for dessert. and brothers bloom is good. ;) miss you as always. clint eastwood for president!

young guns 2

man emilio makes being billy the kid look cool. i do have to say though this did make up for young guns 1.  i liked it more i dont know why. lots of actors. albiet the movie wasnt the greatest it was a fun ride to watch. just added flight of the navigator to my list of awesome movies to watch. thank you reader with the screen name CALIwineVIXEN for the hint. and you should definatly get the clucks and fries and a heart throb smoothy. thats what i always get. i think next on the list of things to do today is finish my beer. cut my hair. mabey 12 the apartment and finally finish watching the abyss special edition. ;) god i tell you being alone in the aprtment all the time watching net flix really makes me miss texting certain people. like alot!

innerspace

oh boy.....i get to watch another favorite from growing up. innerspace. about a guy who gets shrunk and inserted into a persons body in a little ship. how fun. i remember being really little watching this. i could have sworn it was arnold swartzenager in this though. lol i guess dennis quaid will have to do.........time for another stroll down memory lane.....on another note does anyone know the movie about the kid and the silver spaceship? very vague i know but help me out............


man oh man they sure dont make em likes they used to. its a super simple movie with extreme characters. really easy movie to watch. had some tomato soup and grill chee and watched that under the covers on my couch. whos jealous and wishes they were there? prob no one lol but i know one person i wish was there. its all rainy and gloomy out. man it would have been some good snugglin. anyway im pooped i need to catch up on some zzzZZZZ i have a very busy weekend at work. tomorrow i work 6-11am then 3pm-midnite then sat 4am to 11am and then 9pm-midnight then 6am to 11 on sunday. wow thats going to suck. but its all for the dolla dolla bills yall. innerspace got an even 4 out of 5. it wasnt a great movie just something about it. the characters were way exagerated, the plot was predictable, but sometimes you just need a dumb movie.

jericho

9/21/10 2203 : so im watching jericho and so far im loving it. i cant tell you how much i love end of world movies and shows.  its the world that i one day dream of. total freedom. all you have to worry about is surviving. it simplifies life so much. no more taxes. no more job. no more clubs, just surviving. anyway im watching now. so bugger off. ill update tommorrow what i think about the show........

9/22/10 
 so i like it i may watch the whole season. i usually get bored of shows cause they arent like bsg. oh boy how i miss bsg. the best show ever. everything else fails in comparison. alright well i stay late tonight at work. its wed. i hate working trucks on wed. we have a ton of left over freight from yesterday that has to go out on trucks or the plane. that means lots of work. i really just want to call in sick. but alas i need money. alright boys and girls. be good

litte monsters

litte monsters. man i used to love this movie too as a kid. im going to sit down to some left overs and watch it. i was terrified of the dark as a kid and thought light could kill monsters. anyway. im all movie in at my new apartment its great. still have a few things to unpack but its great. got a wonderful suprise text my first night sleeping in the apt too. ;) keep em coming. alright ill let you know how the movie goes.


........so i totally had to wait to finish the movie tell today after my first shift at work. still love it. i didnt realize how much swearing the kids do in the movie tell im older. its a little offsetting. lol but i love the movie. always great to see your childhood movies again. i rate it 4 out of 5. only if it was a childhood fav of yours too. slept good in my apt. my new bed and pillow are great. who wants to come over and help me break them in ;) ;) now im going to test my internet speeds with my call of duty. i hope its fast enough. alrighty im working late so prob wont get another one of these for a while.

the running man

so this is a post arny film from terminator. i remember watching this movie with my dad on the weekend when i was a wi lil sprout. and i loved watching movies with my dad. whenever a station would have a james bond marathon or steven seagle marathon or vandamm or what have you. my dad would always watch with me. mabey that why i am so in love with movies. i never really do much with my dad. we dont talk. hes a very shy quiet man. but we always watched movies together when i was little. thats why i love this movie so much. it has arnolds horrible acting and hammy one liners but i love em. i grew up fascinated with him. and now that im older and can see the tackyness of it i still love it cause, its just classic arny. the movie is about in the future there is a gory gameshow called running man and arnold is frammed and put on the show and he kicks ass. thats it. and thats all you need. i rated it 5 stars just becuase thats how i roll. im way behind on packing and probably will stay that way tell tomorrow. i think i will play cod instead. i will make a list tomorrow though. a great women once taught me the power of list making. miss smangela smpain. its code. see if you can crack. but hopefully i can get it all done tomorrow cause on sat after work its moving time. im nervous. i hate moving.

so im watching an ashton kutcher movie by the name of killers. on first glance i really dont like ashton kutcher for the role. he doesnt seem like hitman material. katherine heigle is perfect though. she can play helpless women perfectly. we will see though i have taquitos sourcream tapatio and the movie. its a good day..........



well.... it had the making to be a good movie. but it was slightly predictable and the ending just left you wanting something more. it just didnt do the movie justice. spoiler alert * if my father in law sent people to kill me i would not be so forgiving. def not. anyway im off to work and i didnt watch the abyss like i was supposed to yesterday. so hopefully if i have time at work i will watch it. its nice to get paid to watch movies. its my dream job. alright . ta ta for now

what women want.

no im not going to tell you because what women want is what your dont give them. even if you give them everything they will tell you that you give to much and they want you to give less. ugh women. but thats not what im talking about im talking about the movie with mel gibson. i dont know how it got on my queue but it is and i have to watch it . shucks. chick flicks psh. i would totally love his power though. i would totally seduce and steal a married women away from her husband.............dont judge you dont know how awesome the chick is. anyway i will watch and give my feedback....................

what a chick flick! if i were him i would have totally abused the power he had. man oh man. i would have totally flipped the game on girls. them with the teasing and rejection. id play them like fiddles. lol but im evil so thats just me. i totally thought of an idea while the movie was playing. prompics.com people post there prom pics and there pics now and you can see how much they have changed. huh huh. might be huge you never know. lol dammit. dont make my ideas seem small! whatver whatever! im going to work now. i get off early and then i will probably put the abyss special adition while a pack up my crap. im movie sunday into a huge cave. its like a cave with tunnels to other caves. all which are all mine. ha. my own kitchen and room and living room and bathroom. no roommates. yay! suck it! alright ta ta

spawn platinum edition

lets see me and my buddy when and saw spawn i think when i was 12. his mom had to take us to see it . but boy were we crazy for the baddassery of spawn. who wouldnt want a giant dark red cape with a mind of its own and chain weapons we can control like arms. way cool. but anyway im reliving the childhood memories and watching it again. yippie!

wow that movie was alot cooler when i was little. why did i have to go and ruin that memory lol. man i love movies. ever since i was little they have been giving me the ability to be someone else. recently when attending my local cinema i come out of the movie really depressed. mainly because the movie is over. the ride is over, now i have to come back to my life. what a buzz kill. movies are a fantasy though. real life is never like the movies. fights in real life are never like the movies. gun fights arent. most the sex isint. even the chick flicks are unrealistic. making it very hard for us guys i must add. when a guy is proposing his undying love for a girl in the movies, its perfect. there is music and all that. but in real life guys choke on there words and get nervous and its never like how they thought it in there head. i wish life were more like the movies. i need to save up my money and buy a theatre and just watch movies all day

sooooooooooooo onto a lighter more chicky movie called i love you beth cooper. dont judge me. guys like love to! judgemental bitches! i guess its about the valedictorian using his speech to say he loves some girl. we will see how it turns out. i bet the guy gets the girl in the end. just a hunch.............

so i just got done with i love you beth cooper. i cant say much about the movie because i wasnt paying attention. i was to distracted by how wickedly hot hayden panettiere is! wtf! when did she grow up. i dont usually dig blondes. if your blonde you have to be smart have a smile and eyes and bone structure in order to capture my attention. wowzers. she does.  and the main characted has a very large distracting shnoz. that is all. i rate it 2.5 out of 5

omg long time coming

wow this has been a longtime coming. anyway, im off from work for the rest of the day and i have the choice of netflix or playing cod (call of duty) and i choose to crack a beer and watch some netflix. lets see first on the list we are watching harry brown. starring michael caine. its about an old guy ex marine whos friend is killed and he decides to take the law into his own hands. what i like so far about the preview is. a vengence movie. nothing is sweater then revenge. and it has michael caine in it. yes! who doesnt love that old bat. he plays as alferd in the new batmans. ( i love the story he tells batman about understanding the joker. " we found out he was tossing the gems and diamonds along the road......some men just want to watch the world burn") ahhhh wonderful stuff. but anyway i will watch it and let you know what i think of it..........................p.s if angela is reading this......i soooooo very much miss you.........sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.....my fav movie companion. anyway onto the movie....

well..............it wasnt a movie to write home to mom about. hes a decent actor but the story line never really picked up to much. man loses friend kills men responsible. the end. if you arent in the mood for anything heavy id say give it a whirl. there arent to many extreme action scenes just a short sweet movie. and plenty of British cursing at each other.. ahhhhh vigilante justice. if you watch the news lately it seems like thats what this world needs more of. zero tolerance do as to others as you want done to you. like a couple of weeks ago up here in the portland vancouver area right down the streets from my house a cute young latin girl was going to get coffee when some lady came up to her and said " hey pretty girl want to drink this?" and threw acid in her face. scaring her for life. he nose was all melted off it was horrible. wtf makes a person do something like that. the victim said she had never seen the girl before and didnt know why she would do that. the police released a sketch of the person who threw it in her face and im hoping someone dishes out some vigilante justice. i know i would. lol id have to be positive it was her though lol. anyway...... i will post again with another movie. in the near future.